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I hate myself.(Click here to view the original thread with full colors/images)
Posted by: JohnDoe641
K so the situation is that I'm such an irresponsible pos. Anything I try to do, I'll either never do it, or half ass it so whatever I did sucks.
What the fuck is wrong with me? Why can't I just go and do something when I need to?
Today I woke up at 3 pm and instead of already being at my best friends house (said I'd be there at 12 today) I'm just waking up. I telked to him rigth before I was about to leave and he said that it wasn't even worth it for me to even come up because he won't be there after 8, and it would take me until 7:30 or so to get there. He leaves again for Iraq on tues so this may have been the last chance to see him for a few months. Hopefully we'll be able to work something out on monday.
What the hell is wrong with me? Why am I being so self destructive?
Posted by: Elder
Ouch 
The fact that your beating yourself up means you care, But somewhere inside it wasn't important to make it there as said.
I know if I have somewhere important to be, I'll wake up hours early, because it's stuck in my head. But that's just me.
Hell, You just screwed up. 
Being that it's your best friend, He probably knows you well enough that you might just flake out on some things like this. 
Hope you get to see him before he leaves.
Posted by: Amandez
Stop beating yourself up about it. If you really want to get your life on track, you will.
Posted by: Whisper
Sounds like you're a failure. And don't listen to Mandikiens, you're not gonna change. You'll remain a failure forever.
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